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Howdy ya’ll!

So, I had this crazy dream Friday night.  As you all know, I have someone in my life that I love.  He is amazing!  He just doesn’t realize how amazing he really is.  Sometimes, I sit back and review all my feelings, and I (and this sounds bad) try to find a reason not to love him.  You may ask…why?  Well, I sure as hell don’t know.  Maybe I am just concerned about my subconscious and what it’s trying to tell me.

So, this dream…

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This is my main toon on World of Warcraft. I have become addicted to this game ever soooo slowly It really is a fun game, and allows for great social encounters.
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Or…. “I blog therefore I am” LOL…  So I got this shirt for Christmas or a birthday, I don’t remember..LOL

I truly love this shirt!  It causes people to stop and look, and be like…WTH?  So, I figured I would talk about blogging for a change…in my blog….hmmm…

So, I blog, because I can share with you my feelings and thoughts, emotions, dreams, longings and my heart

I love writing, and if I couldn’t write, I might possibly go insane!  I am a creative being and love to share my creativity with the world!!  I really wish I had more people reading my blogs and telling me how uber crazy I am….

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Howdy!

I am home…I had a fabulous week in Georgia, and it couldn’t have ended any better. I had a great time…got to see new things, the kids had a blast, and I am thoroughly exhausted…but not the least bit sleepy. My left arm is sunburned from the drive home….It almost glows.

Sooo…let me sum it all up for you

The drive there last Saturday was wet and rainy…Sunday was drizzly as well, but we all loaded up and went to the mall there. We played the slot cars…checked out Bass Pro Shops, and Ezri tried to ‘shoot’ a little toy rifle at their ‘shooting’ range…that was funny

Monday was the aquarium and the world of Coke. They were both incredibly awesome!! The whale sharks and the beluga whales were incredible. The tunnel you walk through and the sharks and fish swim over you…that was awe inspiring, and sooo cool!! That was my favorite part . The World of Coke was pretty neat too…we got a free bottle of Coke after walking through the whole thing. Tuesday was the zoo. I got to see Pandas!!! That was to cool. We all had a really good time. The Fort Worth Zoo, is way better than the Atlanta Zoo, but it was still really neat-o!!

Wednesday was Andy’s birthday, so…we hung out at the house, then surprised Andy with a trip to Medieval Times Dinner and Tournament. Andy loved it!! He was sooo excited. Ezri loved it too, she wants to go next year for her birthday.

Thursday was the Atlanta Historical Museum, that was fascinating. We got to tour the Tulley Smith Farm and the Swan House. It was really neat. I learned quite a bit about that era.

Friday was going to be our last day in Atlanta. We went to the Museum of Natural History. They had an awesome dinosaur exhibit. Then we went to Bahama Breeze for dinner. Then went back to the house, packed up everything, put the kids to bed, and watched a movie. It was a great night!! Wish it wouldn’t have ended……

So, I have to say that goodbye this time, was a little easier than last time. I still cried a little. I am still gonna miss the fire out of him and the girls. But, I get to talk to him, just about every day, so it’s not quite as hard. I figure it will take about 8 hours of me sitting here in front of my computer, to realize I can’t just look up and see him and the girls…and then it will hit me all over again, and the tears will come again. If not when I finally crawl into bed. It’s really amazing to me, that he affects me the way he does….. If you could read my mind….

Well, I guess I am going to call it a night here. Hope all is well in ya’lls world!!

Hugs and Kisses,

Kitty

Don’t you just love the people with the ‘Holier than though’ attitude? They take this attitude and jsut shove it at you. They take this attitude and rub you the wrong way with it. That irks me! You are not superior to me. The only thing in this world superior to me is God!

Please don’t try to patronize me. Please don’t try to tell me you are just doing your job. Please don’t sit there and be all ‘superior’ with me, then turn around and act like it’s a joke.

I really am worked up about this, and I apologize, but it is very frustrating when people push it at you. It’s coming from everywhere, and I hate it. We are equals, all of us! No one of us is better than the other. No one of us is more powerful than the other. It is about equality.

I apologize ya’ll. This is a rant, and it is over for the moment. I wish that I could go into greater detail, but I can’t.

See ya’ll later!

Kitty

I sat there, just a little nervous. What in the nine hells was this guy thinking? Just randomly walk up to someone and offer to hang out? Just a little weird in my book.

“So,” he said, “I don’t see any groceries melting out here in the back of your truck. Why are you here?” He looked at me with his heart stopping smile.

“Well, I came to get a new pair of flip flops and a new bathing suit. Mine had an accident at the river last weekend.” I blushed.

“Your suit had an accident at the river? How does one’s suit have an accident?” Again the smile.

I looked away still a soft shade of pink, “Well, when one is floating down the river in an open bottomed inner tube and the water gets a little shallow and the rocks are a little rough…One tends to wear the ass out of her suit…therefore getting a hole and mooning everyone on the way out of the river.” I was scarlet by the time I finished. Why in the world was I telling this to some random guy I met in the parking lot of a Wal-Mart?

“Really now?” He was suppressing a laugh, I could tell. “So, did you find what you were looking for?”

“Not really, I was getting fed up with their selection and was just considering cutoffs and my bikini top for the next outing. The boys would get a kick out of that.” I smiled back.

“So, you have a boyfriend?” He asked, and I was thinking, boy does he have balls.

“Actually, no. I have a group of friends I hang with every other weekend. We go to the river, and hangout, be lazy, enjoy the sun. You know…that kind of stuff. I usually get the truck dirty playing in the mud and work my hiney off trying to get it all clean for work on Monday.”

He looked at me, and there was something in his eyes. I couldn’t quite place it. “Wow, tubing and mudding. Interesting.”

My cell phone rang, and I answered, not even looking at the caller id. “Hello. Yes it is. Well, then why have I been sitting here, if you’re just going to take the info over the phone. Yes. It’s a 1987 Chevy Truck. Blue and Grey two tone. Yes a 6 inch scratch along the back bumper. No, no dents. Yes. Yes. Yes. Thank you, goodbye.” I jumped up off the tailgate, and stomped around, spitting every cuss word I could think of, out of my mouth. “Great I spent two hours here, and missed the river trip. Damnit!”

Josh watched this, and just sat there on the tailgate of the truck. “You know, we could always hang out, if you wanted.”

I stopped my tirade and just gawked at him.

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I walked through the door and walked out of his life. It was harder than I thought it would be. We came from different worlds..not literally. He was high class, all money and power. I was not, it was all about my life and my career. It’s a strange story the way we met…

I sat there staring at the scratch in my bumper. Damnit! Can’t people just watch where they are going? It’s not like I wasn’t parked perfectly between the white lines, the back of my car was not outside the parking space. How could anyone hit my big old Chevy truck. Not like it was hard to miss. No note!! Nothing!! Damnit!

I grabbed my cell phone out of my back pocket and proceeded to dial 9-1-1. An operator picked up and I told her that I was in the Wal-mart parking lot and that someone hit my car and ran. Could I possibly get a police report, so that I could take it to my insurance company. She said she would send the call over to dispatch, but that it could be a while, just to sit tight. I sighed and lowered the tailgate on the truck, told the operator I wasn’t going anywhere. I lay back and looked up at the clear blue sky, an occasional cloud would blow by, it was a typical summer day in Texas. Hot as Hell and no rain in sight. I was glad that I made the decision for shorts and a white tank top for my shopping trip. My flip flops dangling from my feet as I swung them back and forth. Since I was going to be here a while, I sat up and leaned through the sliding rear window and grabbed my beat up copy of some cheesy romance. Sat back down on my toolbox and leaned against the back of the truck cab. I proceeded to read the romance with the all the enthusiasm I could muster. Cars came and went around me, but no one asked any questions of me. That’s when I heard it. The purr of a high performance engine, with the tiniest bit of a whistle from a turbo. I looked over to see a screaming Yellow Porsche 911GT pull in beside my beat up old 87 Chevy. My first thought was ‘Damn that sounds nice’…my second thought was ‘ Why in the hell is someone in a Porsche at Wal-Mart???’

The door opened and the driver was cautious not to hit my truck, they prolly didn’t want Chevy cooties or some nonsense like that. Then he stepped out. He had sandy blonde hair, with a tint of natural red highlights, and the prettiest blue eyes I think I have ever seen. He was dressed casual in a pair of jeans that hugged his legs without being to tight, and a blue and white polo. He looked up at me on the toolbox of the truck with a smutty romance in my hand and a look of utter surprise on my face. I blushed and turned away, shoving the book back through the sliding window to the cab.

“Good Afternoon ma’am.” He said in a southern drawl, with a smile to make your toes curl.

“Afternoon.” I said back quietly. He walked toward the doors of Wal-mart, and I still sat there stunned, not sure what to think. Still a little baffled. I shook myself out of the contorted confusion that my brain had slumped into, and leaned my head back against the cab, and proceeded to watch the clouds again. I glanced every so often to the Porsche on my left.

I was still sitting there about a half hour later, my head still laying back on the cab of the truck, my eyes closed, and the sun warm on my body. I heard the soft steps on the pavement, and then a snicker of a laugh. I opened one eye and raised my head off the cab. He was standing there at the tailgate of my truck with a smug smile on his face.

“Can I help you?” I asked lazily.

“I was wondering the same thing, do you need a ride someplace, or something?” He gestured at me and then the truck and then his Porsche.

“Nope, just waiting for a cruiser to show up, some ass backed into my truck, I need a police report for my insurance.” I shrugged at him.

“Oh.” He looked truly perplexed. “How long until the police officer gets here?”

“Ummm, I don’t know, this isn’t exactly a high priority thing. Could be two or three hours.” I added with a sigh, and layed my head back on the cab of the truck.

“Do you mind if I stick around?” He asked quietly.

My stomach dropped and my heart almost stopped. What in the name of all things good was he doing? I sat there for a second, and thought it through. “Sure, why not? I mean you can just go through hell right along with me. It’s only about one hundred degrees out here, and you are in jeans. Should be all types of comfortable for you to hang out in the back of an old beater like mine, when you have that nice little turbo sitting right there.” I smiled and laughed.

He looked at me with this look of wonder on his face. He then proceeded to take his jeans off right there, I covered my eyes and tried to scramble through the little sliding glass window, as he started laughing. I looked up, and he was standing there in a pair of blue swim trunks. I shot him a disapproving glare, and he laughed harder.

“I was on my way to a really dull and boring party at the lake, and I was stopping here for a cooler and some water and ice.” He motioned down to the pavement. I stood up and walked to the end of the tailgate, and looked down to see a cooler and some bottled water. I was about to turn back and head to the front of the truck bed, I swiveled, my flip flop caught and I lost my balance. Falling head over heels off the back of the tailgate. He caught me before I hit the ground, and set me down on my feet. I stepped back quickly, mumbled a thank you and sat down on the tail gate.

“Not often I have girls falling for me this quickly.” He showed me a very confident smile and threw a wink my way. I proceeded to roll my eyes. Making a gagging motion with my finger. He laughed at me, and sat down on the tailgate beside me. “My name is Josh, what’s yours?” He held out his hand.

“Jesse, nice to meet you, and thanks for saving my skull.” I shook his hand and looked away quickly. His hands were soft as silk.

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I had a dream last night…

You were there with me…

It was like I had imagined it would be….

I had a dream last night…

We were together in one place at one time…

I was yours and you were mine…

I had a dream last night…

We held each other close and kissed so softly…

I believed that u + me = we…

I had a dream last night…

Nothing in the world could come between us

Nothing in the world would tear us apart

Nothing in the world would take us under

Nothing in the world woud break our hearts….

I had a dream last night…

I guess that is why they call it a dream…

Hugs and Kisses,

Kitty

Howdy ya’ll!!

Well, been a few since I posted. Been kinda caught up in other things. Mind wandering…heart wandering…soul wondering…. Yeah…like I said…caught up.

So last we talked, I was bitching and complaining. Well, I am still bitching and complaing…but about other things…LMAO

Got to fix my car…that’s been a PITA! So much to do…and not enough money to do it! I have been closing myself off to the world…sad but true. I have kinda been keeping myslef inside and not really going out much.

I think I am at a comfy place in life though. I have a great family that I love, and most of the time love me back. I can enjoy life while I have it, and see that all that goes before me, is mine to grasp. things in the past are just that….the past.

Soooo…I think I am preparing myself for the new year!!

Ya’ll have a good one.

Hugs and Kisses,

Kitty

What does it truly mean when someone says…”Friends Forever”…

Friendship is very special to me. I chose my closest friends. I am willing to be anyone’s friend, I am just very picky about how close I get to some of those people who say they are my friends. I have been hurt, and stabbed in the back in the past. So, to gain my trust is a very precious thing not to take lightly. I sound like I am speaking highly of my friendship…I’m not really. Those of my friends that are truly my closest friends, know, that I will do anything within my power to help a friend. Anywhere from being that person they know they can talk to….to helping them move half way across the country.

Friendship should be treasured and handled with care. What would we do without friends? What would we do with out those in our lives that give us that shoulder to cry, that ear on the way home from work, or even that hug that we need? What would we do without those people in our lives that love to celebrate stupid things with us.

I have different levels of friendship. I have people in my life on all those levels. My dearest and closest friends are those I would do damn near anything for, and it goes all the way down to the friends that are there when you are just hanging out, and it’s polite to be friendly and talk. Yep…many levels in the world of my friends.

Why am I writing about this? Hell if I know! I just decided that I needed to talk about it…no clue why…

I do have to say this…there are a couple of my closest friends that I miss. One of them is in my life on a daily basis, but I can’t see or hug him, he is way to far away. Miss him like the dickens. There is one who lives 30 minutes from me, and in the last year I have seen her twice. I miss her everyday.

I have been looking at my life lately….I am sooo tired of missing my friends…but what can I do?

So, I am not going there tonight…I don’t need tears….not tonight…

Hugs and Kisses,

Kitty