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I’ve heard tell that it’s magik

I’ve heard tell that it’s you

I’ve heard tell that it sneakes into my heart

I’ve heard tell that it’s true

I walked into you

I let you in

I opened up my heart

Does this mean you win

I’ve heard tell that it’s magik

That makes my heart beat so

I’ve heard tell that it’s magik

Is this truly so

The spell is cast

The case is closed

My heart beats fast

True colors are shown

I’ve heard tell that it’s magik

I’ve heard that it’s true

I’ve heard tell that it’s magik

My heart belongs to you

I close my eyes and I see you

I close my eyes and I hear you

I close my eyes and I feel you

I open my eyes and your not here

I open my eyes and I can’t hear you

I open my eyes and your touch is gone….

I love with all my heart

I feel with all my heart

I live with all my heart

You have my heart…

I want it back

My heart is for you now

My love is for you now

My soul still lingers for you to touch

My mind races for you

I gave my heart away once

I gave it to someone else

I got it back

Battered

Bruised

Still whole

I got it back

Will you take a used heart

Will you make it yours

Will you take this sheltered heart

Will you be that one

Will I get it back

I once had a perfect heart

I once had the perfect love

I once had the one that spoke to my soul

I once rose high above

I gave it all up

I gave it all away

I gave it all to them

I gave it …

I got it back

A little worse for wear

It still works and beats for that new person

I don’t want it back damaged this time

I don’t want to cry

I don’t want to deal with all the pain

I don’t want it back like that….

Be gentle with this heart

It can speak volumes with just a touch

Be gentle with this heart

It can be yours in just a touch

Be gentle with this heart

It is mine…

Until you take it…

Still…

I still know the feel of your skin…

I still know the feel of  your lips…

I still hear your voice in my head…

I still feel your breathe on my skin…

I wonder if it ever truly was, and see that it never was meant to be.

I watch the way you look at her and know the real me.

I see the smile, I hear the joy and know the real reason.

You gave me the reason to stop loving you…

I didn’t listen to the words you said..

I didn’t hear the words through the wave of hurt..

I walked away today

I walked away from you

I walked into a safe place

I know my heart will not break

I know my heart is safe

I watch from a distance the way you love

I watch from a distance and learn

I thank the stars above for you

I thank the heavens that you are here

I have no regrets

I have no ill will

I have only joy and happiness that you still fill

I will come out one day and show myself

I will feel the love again and know

It was you that brought me this far

It was you that took me to that place

It was you that got me where I am

It was you that showed me…..

How to love again.

How to feel again

How to be real again

I am in a safe place…

Still…..

Originally posted June 26, 2007 on DeviantArt

His lips are like a morning dewed rose, soft and beautiful.
Hands that are worked and yet velvet to the touch.
He is strong, yet gentle.
He is hard, yet soft.
He hides behind a mask of indifference, and shows his true colors only when he thinks no one is looking.
He is confident in everything he does.
He is driven in all that he does.
He is everywhere and nowhere all at once.
He is a thought, a dream, a presence, a myth, a legend….
Who is he?
Let’s wait and see….

Originally posted June 28, 2007 on DeviantArt

I wait here for the call that will possibly set me free.

I wait here for the touch that tells me what I need.

I wait here for the voice to tell me that I am truly there.

I wait here for the sound of his whisper in my ear.

I wait here for the feel of his body against mine.

I wait here for the chance to see it all.

I wait here for the ability to make it real.

I wait here for the end, and knowing it isn’t truly over.

I wait here for the beginning and realize I have passed it by.

Why do I wait?

Why do I wonder?

When will I know?

When will I hear?

When will I feel?

When will it be real?

When will it become the end of the beginning?

When will it become the beginning of the end?

I will know when I feel his touch, taste his skin, feel his skin, and hear his whispers.

I will know when to begin and when to end.

I will know why, how, when, and where.

Now the question is…..

Will he?

Originally posted on July 1, 2007 on DeviantArt

It starts with a cold drop

It stings your skin, and warms to your touch

Then the second one falls and touches your skin

Warming instantly

The rain begins to fall, soft and slow

He spots your grin, returns it tenfold

He knows

He pulls you close

You look up to the summer sky

Relishing the moment, as the sky opens up and pours down

He brings his hand up and guides you to him

Lips touch

Tongues entangle

Raindrops run down your arms

No longer stinging, but melting with his touch

His wet kisses

Originally posted July 3, 2007 on DeviantArt

Hot and Cold

Steam on the windows

Giggle at your lover’s touch

Hot and Cold

Steam on the windows

Draw your lover close to you

Hot and Cold

Steam on the Windows

Bring your lover home to you

Hot and Cold

Steam on the Windows

Wipe away the moisture, cleanse your soul, find your playground and clear away the doubt.

Originally posted August 23, 2007 on DeviantArt

What does it take….

To know me…

To feel me…

To want me….

To see me…

To like me….

To love me….

What does it take…..

To know you…

To feel you…

To want you…

To see you….

To like you….

To love you…

What does it take…

To be us…

To feel us…

To see us…

To like us…

To love us….

To want us….

What does it take….

When you find out….let me know….

Originally posted October 11, 2007 on DeviantArt

I sit alone and I sigh
I sit alone and I weep
I sit alone and I smile
I sit alone and I mourn
I sit alone and I wonder
I sit alone and I know
I sit alone and I feel
I sit alone and I cry

I stand here and I wonder
I stand here and I feel
I stand here and I love
I stand here and I need
I stand here and I want
I stand here and I lust
I stand here and I trust
I stand here and I am alone

Walk with me
Talk with me
Stand with me
Sit with me
Cry with me
Need with me
Love with me
Trust with me

Don’t leave me alone to cry, wonder and want
Don’t let me walk away
Don’t let me….
Don’t let me….

Goodbye

Originally posted October 16, 2007 on DeviantArt

I am trying to find me
Where have I gone
Where have I been
Will I come back
Will I be me again
Will I be someone I need to be
Will I be someone I want to be

I am trying to find me
I know that I am here somewhere
Will you help
Will you still be there when I find me
Will you still be someone I can go to
Will I be able to find you

I am trying to find me
I am looking for you
You are looking for me
We are searching together for all the same reasons
We are searching for each other

I am trying to find me
You are trying to find you
We are trying to find us

I am trying to find me…will you help?