Evening ya’ll!

I am in a very strange place.  Very strange indeed.

Let me just ramble on here..

Ever just wanna throw everything out the window and do something completely reckless and selfish?  I am right there.. right now.  I have responsibilities though.

It seems that lately, every time I hear a song I think about how it applies to my life right now.  Love songs hit me hard, and the leaving songs make me thankful I am not in a relationship where someone can get hurt, but then those love songs reach for me, and I want that special someone.  It’s like the world’s biggest oxymoron O.o

I know ya’ll see a lot here about my life and my love wants, hates, and needs.. but it’s the way I am.  I live to love and love to live.  I am looking for my lobster.  Yep, I said lobster, this is an old reference to Friends .  Where Phoebe tells Rachel and Ross they are each others lobsters, because lobsters only have one mate in their lifetime, or some such nonsense… LOL

So, here I sit tonight, with tons on my plate, and really only wanting my dessert.  Unfortunately, dessert is not within my grasp.  *sigh*  Oh well, so I hang out and I wait… and try to make sure I don’t break any hearts in the process and try to keep myself afloat in this eye opening time in my life.  I guess if you ask, you shall receive, and sometimes you receive more than you can handle at one time.

Happy Reading!

<3 Kitty