Morning everyone.. It’s almost 2am.  Been a long, crazy week.  My mom went to the doc on Thursday, and they want to treat her for stomach problems, even though she has gall stones.  After treating her for 2 weeks, if the issue is still there, then they will schedule her for gall bladder surgery.  My aunt went in this morning for surgery and they took 60% of her lung.  She is in the hospital tonight.  Going to see her tomorrow.

Other than that, just trying to figure out all the other stuff I have in my head.  I am ready to have my website back.. and I am ready to try to find that thing that I am missing in my life.. I just can’t find the right missing piece of the puzzle..

It’s tough.. knowing that there are puzzle pieces out there.. that could fit, but can’t fit.  Either they are not here, or they are just not willing to try.. I think that I have begun to look at everything a bit differently.  Since I broke up with my boyfriend, I discovered that I am not willing to just settle.  I don’t want to rush in.  I seem to do that a lot, and it is usually against my better judgement.  My gut feeling will tell me “no”, and yet my heart is like ” aww hell what can it hurt”.  Well, I am trying to train my heart otherwise.  It’s tough, but I am working on it..

I think on that note.. and the fact that my eyelids are drooping, it’s time for me to head off to bed.  I hope everyone has a blessed day.

<3 Kitty