Archive for February, 2010

Well, it’s about midnight….and I keep coming across things and seeing things and hearing things…and I just don’t wanna hear or see them anymore.  I keep telling myself I am over and done with all this, and yet there it is.  I am tired of it, and I just want it to stop.

Tears…they come so easily.  Yet, they are so frustrating and irritating, and they piss me off.  Why am I still crying over it all?  Why am I still just so stupidly entangled in it, and I don’t need to be, and I don’t want to be, and yet here I sit at midnight on a Sunday/Monday morning and let the tears fall.  Why?  Hell I don’t know anymore.  It’s like I can’t move forward without falling behind.  I just wanna feel normal again.  I don’t want to feel this way anymore.  It hurts, and it sucks!

It should have been me.  Really, it should have.  I just wasn’t right though.  Not the right fit, or whatever.  I keep telling myself…it’s better now…I keep lieing and trying to hide it all.  I just can’t muddle through it …it just eats at me and digs into my soul.  It should have been me…Should have been, but it’s not and it never will be.  Ever.

I keep trying to walk away…

It keeps pulling me back….

I keep crying over it, like it will help…  and I waste my tears, over and over again…

Valentine’s Day weekend on WoW was a great Success!

Got my title of Elder by completing the achievements for To Honor One’s Elders, which gets me one step closer to my What a Long, Strange Trip It’s Been achievement and my Reins of the Violet Proto Drake, which is an addition to my collection of Drake mounts . All I have left now, is For The Children and I am done with all the holidays!

I also successfully ran an AQ40 downing the Twins on the first try ! Then yesterday, I finally got an achievement that I have been wanting for a while. We successfully downed Illidan Stormrage to get the Achievement for The Black Temple. All in all a very successful weekend…well errr four day weekend.

Looking forward to hopefully getting Malygos in The Eye of Eternity for my Champion of the Frozen Wastes. Small steps, right? This will be the 10th or 12th time to try it on Friday, everyone cross your fingers!

So, WoW’ers, until next time!

Happy Gaming!

Whenever I have a title like that, I always prepare myself, because it’s usually random nonsense that comes out of my fingers as they fly across the keyboard.

Don’t you just hate it when something is said, out of context of what is meant, yet you throw it into a new perspective and try to figure things out?

Example:

Logical Love

Let’s break this down.

Logical means according to or agreeing with the principals of logic; reasoning in accordance with the principle’s of logic, as a person or the mind; reasonable, to be expected

Love means a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person; a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend; a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart; sexual passion or desire.

Okay, so where am I going with this?  That is what I am trying to find out.

What would you consider ‘logical love’?  The love of two people that are in accordance with each other’s passion and desires?  The love of two people that just seem to fit together emotionally, physically and spiritually?  I could continue to ask these questions, there are so many ways to look at it.  I have been told that ‘logical love’ does not exist.  I have been told that ‘logical love’ is just that, Love that logically works out.  What the hell does that mean?  As you can see, I have been thinking about this subject, and I have no answers.

See, this is what happens when I come across something or I hear something that catches my fancy, I tend to over think it, and over analyze it, and try to figure out why it would be said in the first place.  This, my friends, is one of those times.  Does logical love exist?

I will continue to research this issue, and see what I can come up with.