Still…

I still know the feel of your skin…

I still know the feel of  your lips…

I still hear your voice in my head…

I still feel your breathe on my skin…

I wonder if it ever truly was, and see that it never was meant to be.

I watch the way you look at her and know the real me.

I see the smile, I hear the joy and know the real reason.

You gave me the reason to stop loving you…

I didn’t listen to the words you said..

I didn’t hear the words through the wave of hurt..

I walked away today

I walked away from you

I walked into a safe place

I know my heart will not break

I know my heart is safe

I watch from a distance the way you love

I watch from a distance and learn

I thank the stars above for you

I thank the heavens that you are here

I have no regrets

I have no ill will

I have only joy and happiness that you still fill

I will come out one day and show myself

I will feel the love again and know

It was you that brought me this far

It was you that took me to that place

It was you that got me where I am

It was you that showed me…..

How to love again.

How to feel again

How to be real again

I am in a safe place…

Still…..