Archive for November, 2009

Still…

I still know the feel of your skin…

I still know the feel of  your lips…

I still hear your voice in my head…

I still feel your breathe on my skin…

I wonder if it ever truly was, and see that it never was meant to be.

I watch the way you look at her and know the real me.

I see the smile, I hear the joy and know the real reason.

You gave me the reason to stop loving you…

I didn’t listen to the words you said..

I didn’t hear the words through the wave of hurt..

I walked away today

I walked away from you

I walked into a safe place

I know my heart will not break

I know my heart is safe

I watch from a distance the way you love

I watch from a distance and learn

I thank the stars above for you

I thank the heavens that you are here

I have no regrets

I have no ill will

I have only joy and happiness that you still fill

I will come out one day and show myself

I will feel the love again and know

It was you that brought me this far

It was you that took me to that place

It was you that got me where I am

It was you that showed me…..

How to love again.

How to feel again

How to be real again

I am in a safe place…

Still…..

Wow…never knew that a game could be sooo drama ridden O.o

So…from previous posts you know that I was Guild Mom of the guild [guild]unbreakable[/guild]…right?  Well that changed twice this weekend O.O  Yes, I said twice!  There was a bit up an issue on Saturday night into Sunday morning….and well we thought we had it all worked out…apparently not.  So, this morning, we went through it all again.  So, without further ado, I created “[guild]The Cat Box[/guild]“  a casual raiding/leveling guild.  I brought quite a few of [guild]unbreakable[/guild] with me, proving that the unbreakable, can be broken.  The thing that worries me about this, is the fact that the previous GM of [guild]unbreakable[/guild] and I, I thought were good friends and could handle anything together… Guess not.

So, yes, I am a Guild Mom once again, and had a helluva weekend trying to get it all straightened out.  I do have to say, that with [guild]The Cat Box[/guild], only being a little over 12 hours old…we have almost 40 toons already

I love  all my guildies!!

This is a song from the Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen Soundtrack

It’s by Hoobastank and called I don’t think I love you anymore

This album is really good

I wonder what you’ll take from me today
Sanity or just my breath away
It’s hard to say
Impossible for me to tell
We’re always walking on eggshells
Who you’re going to be from day to day today

I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don’t think that I love you anymore, anymore

Wonder why it is that you don’t see
What you’ve changed since we first met
And how much that is killing me
I know that I will always miss
The butterflies of our first kiss
And how you use to smile so easily

I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don’t think that I love you anymore, anymore

It’s too hard to keep pretending
It’s too hard to ignore
But I don’t think that I love you anymore, anymore

I’m sorry, I’m sorry
I never thought that it will come to this
I know we’ll never get back
To how we were before
Cuz I know that I don’t love you anymore

It’s too hard to keep pretending
It’s too hard to ignore
But I know that I don’t love you anymore, anymore