It happened…I got what I needed to hear.  Hopefully now…I can get to that point I need to, so that I can be the friend he needs me to be.

It was hard seeing it…the words…but it was sooo helpful.  I needed to see that…It confirms all that I thought, I just needed to know for certain.  We have been through a lot here the past 3 years or so…We have this friendship that is completely amazing!  I really hope now that I am completely aware of everything I need to be…that he can confide in me and share with me more.  I love our talks.. I want to be able to share my life with him as best friends should, and for him to share it with me.  It may take some getting used to…but I am ready.

Yes, I love you, but I want us to be the best of friends more than anything else.

I am not gonna lie…it hurts just a little…but…hey…I have so much more to look forward to…

Until then…..