What we hold in…is what we should really be saying?

I have a lot of things I don’t like to talk about, because I have a fear of hearing what I don’t want to hear.  So, I hold things in check, and I don’t say the things that may make it better or it could turn everything into a terrible mess.

People will ask me a question and I will avoid the answer…why?  Well, it either involves the person asking and I don’t want to start anything, or it is something that I am afraid of talking about..because it may just lead to my heart breaking more than it already is.  So…what do I do?

One of these days, I will just do it.  Then just suffer through all the repercussions…

I reiterate…Love sux sometimes…

The only good thing that I see right now about being in love…whenever I think of him..I smile…it makes people wonder what I am up too   When I think about him…I feel better…he is like a prescription for happy…I stole that from a card…LOL  It really is true though…he can make me happy with just a thought…

Well…before I throw myself into the frustration zone…I might as well head to bed…

Love you guys!!