Ever just sit and wonder….what is gonna happen next? I do that alot. Lately, I put myself out there to see…what is gonna happen next…and it is never what I expect it to be. I really am not sure what to expect from me, or anyone else for that matter.

So, I got my vacation approved, the one I have been waiting on forever it seems like. I have all these things spinning around in my head…I am anxious to go to Georgia, to go see my best friend and my niece dogs. I am sooo excited!! There are some mixed emotions with it too…LOL..I am not going to enjoy the coming home part. That I think is going to be the longest drive home I will ever make. I wish I could put into words all the stuff….I can’t stop smiling, knowing that I get to go see him. The kids are way excited!! They miss him too. It’s funny cuz, I was told that I missed the dogs more than him…Nope…I think I miss him more right now than I have ever!! Knowing that I get to see him and the dogs and spend a week just chilling and seeing the sites of Georgia!! We are going to the zoo, and the aquarium, and the World of Coke, and the Botanic Gardens…It’s gonna be so much fun!!

To tell the truth, I am a little nervous. I am scared when I see him, I may cry….that won’t be a little strange now will it. I have thought about it, and I don’t know what he would think…he would probably call me a goober.

I miss him sooo much. It brings tears to my eyes when I think about seeing him. He really doesn’t know what kind of impact he has had in my life. I can’t imagine him not in my life somehow. He is one of the best friends that I have ever had. He means so much to me. That is why it’s going to be a long drive home.

I really am not sure what to expect out of myself over the next 39 days…This could be a little uppity as it gets closer…I am really…really excited to take this trip!

Well, I am going to head to bed….Ya’ll have a good one!!

Hugs and Kisses,

Kitty