So, I was driving home last night…and had a bout of emotional drainage. What you may ask is ‘emotional drainage’? Well, I kinda look at it like this.

You get a cold and your head gets all stopped up, well sometimes you have to blow your nose, cuz it will get runny, or you get drainage down the back of your throat that causes irritation…we have all been here…right?

Well, emotional drainage, is where you hold things in, or you push things away and deny those things. It’s where you just bottle up, or avoid the emotional aspects of life as much as possible. Well sometimes, if you don’t get the oppurtunity to relieve some of that emotional pressure, you get emotional drainage, which causes your eyes to leak.

In laymans terms….I cried on the way home last night. I was driving along…and I had one of those thoughts that cross your mind. And the tears started flowing…

I really wish I could prevent these things in critical circumstances like driving…but I think its the fact that on the way to and from work…I am truly all alone and have the time to think. Which I have determined can be bad. I think that is the reason I try to talk to people on the way home. I don’t have to face the thoughts that are rolling around in my head, and if I am talking to someone, then I am not thinking about those things that make me cry….Make sense?

Well, I guess I need to just try to prime emotions to let loose on a more convenient time period. Like at home in bed…when tears that blur my vision won’t cause me to wreck.

Well, as usual, thanks for hanging in there and reading. If you ever want to comment…shoot me an email! Kittyteaser@kittyteaser.org

Hugs and kisses,

Kitty