Ever just lay there…and think?

The past few nights have been hell…I lay there, and I toss and turn…just thinking. I think about one thing mostly. Which….yes…is …a …little…wrong??? LOL So, I try to get my mind diverted from that, and it just rounds back to that one thing. So! I have given up. Let my mind go to just this one thing. What harm will it come to? I mean a thought is just a thought…right. It will never come to fruition. As long as it stays between my ears…..

Thinking is dangerous….

My mind wanders at the most inopportune times. At work….on the phone…driving home…trying to sleep. The wheels in my mind are constantly moving…which I think is why I blog so much…scary isn’t it? Wanna know what makes it worse? When I listen to a song, and it gets my mind to winding, and I think about all the things that one song could possibly mean to any number of people. There is a song by the PussyCat Dolls…called Halo. This song brings out a crazy thing in me. There is one line that really just stands out above all the rest. “I’m not a Super Hero, sorry I couldn’t save the day” Everytime I hear that I think about all the things I couldn’t do to make it all better. In so many ways. In my life, your life, his life, her life, their life. I want nothing more than for my friends and family to be happy. I really wish I had that power. Unfortunately I don’t…

Yeah…thinking is dangerous….

It’s rewarding too….Look at all the things that thought can bring…

I will let you think on that a little while.

I am off to bed.

Off to think, cry, dream, live, laugh and love from afar….

Hugs and Kisses,

Kitty