What does it truly mean when someone says…”Friends Forever”…

Friendship is very special to me. I chose my closest friends. I am willing to be anyone’s friend, I am just very picky about how close I get to some of those people who say they are my friends. I have been hurt, and stabbed in the back in the past. So, to gain my trust is a very precious thing not to take lightly. I sound like I am speaking highly of my friendship…I’m not really. Those of my friends that are truly my closest friends, know, that I will do anything within my power to help a friend. Anywhere from being that person they know they can talk to….to helping them move half way across the country.

Friendship should be treasured and handled with care. What would we do without friends? What would we do with out those in our lives that give us that shoulder to cry, that ear on the way home from work, or even that hug that we need? What would we do without those people in our lives that love to celebrate stupid things with us.

I have different levels of friendship. I have people in my life on all those levels. My dearest and closest friends are those I would do damn near anything for, and it goes all the way down to the friends that are there when you are just hanging out, and it’s polite to be friendly and talk. Yep…many levels in the world of my friends.

Why am I writing about this? Hell if I know! I just decided that I needed to talk about it…no clue why…

I do have to say this…there are a couple of my closest friends that I miss. One of them is in my life on a daily basis, but I can’t see or hug him, he is way to far away. Miss him like the dickens. There is one who lives 30 minutes from me, and in the last year I have seen her twice. I miss her everyday.

I have been looking at my life lately….I am sooo tired of missing my friends…but what can I do?

So, I am not going there tonight…I don’t need tears….not tonight…

Hugs and Kisses,

Kitty