So, this is gonna be an emotional one…Warning you now…you may not want to read it!!

I made a comment once that you should take baby steps, and the response was that I didn’t take baby steps I take leaps and bounds…well this is one of those.

So…they say home is where the heart is….well if that is true, then I should be back in Georgia. My heart is there. I left it there when I left yesterday. I don’t know why, I can’t explain a lot of it. I know that my heart is broke and that I miss you!! Here they come again, the tears….I have been doing this for 2 hours now, off and on!! I thought this was going to be easy and uncomplicated. I thought I was ready to try and get past this…I ain’t ready!! I needed more time…I needed to know…what? That it’s not a mutual feeling? That I just have an easy heart? That it’s all my imagination? I don’t know!!!! I am trying to get it all out…it’s not working, it just keeps coming…I hear a song, see a picture…a movie…something on the web…and it brings it all back to him!! I know that this is insane!! I know that he probably thinks I am a nutcase!! I don’t care!! I love him…and my heart is broken…I feel so incomplete…I feel so lost…I feel so…..just broken!! Home is where the heart is….well my heart isn’t at home with me…It’s in Georgia with him….Take care of it while it’s there, and be gentle…don’t forget the disk…..

Hugs and Kisses

Kitty