Why do we torture ourselves with the things we know that make us sad or weepy eyed? It is total insanity! I sit here and I read something, or listen to something, even watch something that will bring me to tears….why? Because I like what I am reading, watching or listening to. It is sad how we associate something with someone? When we go back and hear or see it, it brings us to tears.

So, I am sitting at work on break today, trying to zone out, got my iPod on and listening to it’s randomocity, and a song comes on, that just brings me to tears. I had to put my head down til I could control it. Now tonight, I sit here and I listen to it on my iTunes, and fight back the tears. Again, why do we torture ourselves? Is it so that we can become numb to it? I hope so…cuz all this torture is killing me!! One day I will realize that I am fine. One day.

Well, I am gonna drag my weepy ass to bed, and well shed a few tears…

Hugs and Kisses,

Kitty